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A bit of my thoughts about life in general and things that keep it worth living...

6.4.06

Piece of mind 03

Sleepless nights.

Counting every single second of every single minute of every single hour of every single day.

Eyes locked intensely to the brightly lit screen while the hand is doing a devilish tango with the mouse.

Every single cell in the body screaming a loud yet distant distress call, while the brain keeps pushing itself to the limit trying to convince every inch of the neural system that everything is still all right.

Adrenaline pumping hard, fighting the fatigue marching into the dilemmatic battlefield of self conscience.

Watery eyes.

Dry mouth.

A gargantuan thirst of fresh air and quasi painful hunger for the slight sight of blue sky.

While the time arrogantly trots along the border of sanity.

Unrecognizeable face in the mirror, another stranger within self, questioning the whereabouts of its purpose.

But still...

... the fire is burning in the eyes.

Welcome to my world.

I know who I am...

12 Comments:

  • At 10:51 AM, Blogger VaNYa said…

    Thx for welcoming me :D

     
  • At 3:22 PM, Blogger oca said…

    sure you know who you are.
    but you dramatize the stories, i think...

     
  • At 11:46 PM, Blogger Diki Satya said…

    Ahaa! Thanks to Oca.
    You are now a banci drama! :)

    A very (weary) Rangga writings, I must say. In short, cool.

    cheers,
    banci lirik.

     
  • At 12:52 PM, Blogger oca said…

    walopun kita sama-sama tau siiiy, life is a big stage of drama juga.
    dan kamu the main player di story itu.
    ( or trying to act like a director?? ) :P

     
  • At 3:34 PM, Anonymous Alia said…

    Aha.. the ever passionate Rangga! ;)

     
  • At 12:44 PM, Blogger Farika said…

    Ehm...anu...mo minta izin ngelink blognya. Bole ya? (udah sih tapi better late than never! :D)

     
  • At 5:33 PM, Blogger rangga said…

    vanya, you are the most welcome...

    oca, roberto benigni maen dan ngedirect filmnya... dan dia dapet oscar.
    semoga hidup gua juga...

    diki, you're still my idol... guys, please send DIKI[space]POETRYIDOL to the following number...

    alia, a very thin line between passionated and stupid... :P

    farika boleh lah... nanti gua link juga yay... :)

     
  • At 4:00 PM, Blogger Nia said…

    hai Rangga...
    lagi mellow ya?

    peace bro!

     
  • At 11:12 AM, Blogger dewi said…

    Plis deh, no wonder Oca thinked that you're a drama king. Dia menjadi bagian yang bikin mata lo pedes, mulut lo kering, sistem saraf lo meronta....
    Hiks... i feel the same way! Oca...tanggung jawab lo!

     
  • At 9:23 PM, Blogger oca said…

    tapi kan taun depan jalan2 ke luar negri...??? ( katanya katanya ) :P

     
  • At 6:48 PM, Blogger ilmaffectional said…

    Haduuhhh, bahasanyaa...

    ck ck ck .. two thumbs up! kapan2 kita duet blog mau gak? :p

     
  • At 10:44 AM, Blogger dewi said…

    yang bener lo ca????? kalo gitu ga jadi mundur teratur deh gue....hehehehhehehehhehe

     

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